I gave someone that I do not personally know and who doesn't personally know me a gift tonight. It is the only thing I have to give that is of any real value ( Read more... )

I was talking to Jean-Pierre last night on IM. He told me that his boss pulled him aside because he had dark circles under his eyes and looked pale. I then got him to admit that he wasn't sleeping or eating well. Only an hour or two a night and very little to eat. He said, yesterday night, that all he'd had was a latte for breakfast, cheese ( Read more... )

Remember all those we've lost to suicide.

So I went up to Houston yesterday. My usual night with Dmitri. I'm not sure to make of what he did. I mean, it was touching and thoughtful (as he is want to be), but I'm taken aback. The night started out normal enough. When I arrived I was greeted with a smile and an awkward pause. Then I realized that I was the one causing it. I opened my arms ( Read more... )

So this happened over the weekend, on Friday or Saturday, so I'm sorry I haven't gotten around to it until now. It's a short one. I was in that almost awake but still asleep space and I felt Second John in the bed next to me. I was really close to being in the middle so I thought, 'He's probably on the edge of the bed. I should move over.' So I ( Read more... )

I actually remember what I was dreaming about before "he" came. I was dreaming about a Japanese cartoon and I was a part of it. It was pretty rockin'. Then, as I Flash Stepped, I reappeared in our meadow instead of in mid-air. I was very confused about what had just happened because I was expecting to be in a different place than where I was. I ( Read more... )

I got to update the photo album of The Men I've Loved and Lost on Facebook. No, not just with J**. When I upgraded to Windows 7, I lost all my pictures that were on the C Drive (drive where the Window's operating system is installed). It overwrote everything and deleted what was there. That's what I get for letting Windows handle my photos. This ( Read more... )